Could you tell us about a book that made you fall in love with reading as a child?
The first novel I read in my childhood was The Sea-Hawk from Rafael Sabatini, an adventurous saga which revealed to me the infinitely powerful world of imagination. Reading it as a child, it dawned on me that books were a way to experience ‘visions’ – to see people and places that didn’t exist, but took me on a journey nonetheless.
That book became a parallel world for me. A world I could visit whenever I wanted, where I could be whoever I wanted. Holding the book in my hands, even without opening it and reading it, I had the feeling of peacefulness.
I feel the same now too. I keep a pile of books on my bedside table, and every night, even when I am too tired to read, the feeling of having them there fills me with peace, like I can fall asleep because my book-guardians will watch over me.
And could you tell us about a book that made you want to become a writer?
I can’t say if there’s one particular book that inspired me to become a writer, but I can say that all the books on our bookshelves at home that were within reach when I was a child made me daydream and de facto made me want to become a writer.
I think that it’s never too late for a certain book to come into your life and inspire you to be a writer. Sometimes my inner critic is so loud that I’m incapable of hearing my inner voice. But then I’ll open a favourite book, I’ll read it and wait for the miracle to happen. This inspires me, my fears disappear and the writer in me resurrects with her most truthful voice.
Isn’t it the same with the fear of death? We are doomed to fight this fear every day. And the books are here to help us again, not to fight against it, but to forget it. To withstand it. Even if only for a while.
Is there a book that changed the way you think about the world?
Every good book which I read makes me see the world in a different way. I think that this is the power of literature – to change perspectives and put you in the shoes of another human being. For example, Reading Lolita in Tehran from Azar Nafisi, in Vanya Tomova’s Bulgarian translation, is one of the books that made me value my life as a free woman who is free to read whatever she likes.
I also think that attention is the new currency. Everything and everybody is fighting for our attention. We can hardly keep our eyes on a longer text because of how we’re bombarded with information coming through the televisions and our screens. I strongly believe that the books can be our saviours here. They can truly save our lives and help our brains create new neurons, reduce our anxiety in this fast life, cultivate our attention and the most important thing – they can bring us back to the present moment: the place where life really happens.
Which book written in Bulgarian should everyone read?
Ballad for Georg Henig from Viktor Paskov. I think anyone who wishes to understand what true sacrifice and true love mean must read it. This is my favourite Bulgarian book which is a tribute to lost values and the power of human kindness.
We need books like this now more than ever as our world is getting harsher and harsher and our values are moving backward rather than forward. I believe that if beauty doesn’t save the world, books will.
And, finally, which International Booker-nominated book do you think everyone should read?
Crooked Plow from Itamar Vieira Junior, translated into English by Johnny Lorenz. The book explores the lives of subsistence farmers in the neglected hinterlands of Bahia in Brazil. I was so moved by this story that I read the novel twice and was fortunate enough to meet with Itamar this year.
A book can inspire not only one person, but an entire nation, and is, I very much believe, capable of drastically affecting change: political and societal. This is exactly what Crooked Plow did in Brazil by giving voice to the voiceless and becoming a symbol of their movements and strikes for equal rights.