The Garden Court, 1875-1880 painting by Sir Edward Coley Burne-Jones

As part of a series in which Booker authors choose their favourite Booker books, Patricia Lockwood takes a look at A.S. Byatt's 1990 winner.

Patricia Lockwood on A. S. Byatt's Possession

Patricia Lockwood, shortlisted for the 2021 Booker Prize for her debut No One Is Talking About This, revisits her favourite Booker Prize winner – a novel at once a literary detective novel and a triumphant love story

Written by Patricia Lockwood

Publication date and time: Published

Ten years ago, I had the misfortune to misplace my childhood copy of Possession by A. S. Byatt, which I must have read more than 30 times in total. I am now referencing one I bought at Barnes & Noble this afternoon, stamped with the words ‘NATIONAL BESTSELLER’ and distressingly light in my hands – the childhood copy seemed longer, denser, more difficult; as if my own initial wrestling with the text is what I was reading all those years. 

The quotations at the beginning, Nathaniel Hawthorne and Robert Browning, never grew less thorny to me. The pages seemed to be steeped a pale green from the deep green cover, like a tea. Shapes wandered through the chapters: Roland as an ambulatory badger, Maud as an obelisk wearing a turban, Randolph Henry Ash as a death-mask on two legs, Christabel LaMotte as a set of teeth floating in a train window. The book contained all those things; after a while, it also contained me. Perhaps it was my less stately version of the Vico that Roland encounters in the first scene, in the Reading Room at the London Library. 

A.S. Byatt 1991

I first picked up Possession because it had the words "A Romance" on the cover, and because I was HIGHLY gay for Pre-Raphaelite women

If I first picked up Possession because it had the words ‘A Romance’ on the cover, and because I was HIGHLY gay for Pre-Raphaelite women, the truth is that I read it 30 times for that scene alone. It presented the Vico – a book written by one man, but filled to bursting with another man’s jottings, marginalia, and love letters – as something whole. ‘The book sprang apart, like a box, disgorging leaf after leaf of faded paper, blue, cream, grey, covered with rusty writing, the brown scratches of a steel nib.’ 

Here was something, this idea that a book could eat, grow strong on eating, its own interleavings. That a book could eat its readers and grow fatter over hundreds of years, that it could be dipped in the gilding of other people’s eyes so that that was visible, too, when you raised it to the light. Roland sat there in a beam of sunshine, adding another feather to the book’s great heaviness. It was not a waste of time, not a waste of life, to read.  

Who was Vico? I had no idea. Neither did I realise that if I myself had ever tried to enter the groves of academe, I would have died instantaneously from a tree falling on me. I thought the Reading Room must be out there somewhere, with a long bright beam in it for me. I thought I could sit in it an hour, with permission. 

Patricia Lockwood is the author of No One Is Talking About This, shortlisted for the Booker Prize 2021.

Laus Veneris, 1873-1878, Sir Edward Coley Burne-Jones