The screen of his tablet was still white, and it took a minute before Marvin realized the problem: the kentuki was facing a wall, and he was too close to focus. He backed up. The application on the tablet was almost as good as the headsets, and still it was hard for him to tell where he was. He turned around and finally saw something: four compact vacuum cleaners lined up one behind the other, almost all the same height as his kentuki. They were shiny and modern; his mother would have loved them. When he moved in the other direction he began to understand: the fourth wall was made of glass and it looked out onto the street. He was in a shop window. It was nighttime, and someone went by outside wearing a hood, so bundled up that Marvin couldn’t even guess whether it was a man or a woman, or how old the person was. And then he saw it: snow. It was snowing! Marvin’s feet jiggled under the desk. Whatever his friends may have had, none of them had snow. None of them had ever touched snow in their lives, and he could see it now right there in front of him. “One day I’m going to take you to see snow,” his mother used to promise him, before Marvin even knew what snow was. “When you touch it, your fingertips will hurt,” she’d say, and then she’d threaten to tickle him.
He looked for a way out of the display window. He circled the vacuum cleaners and checked the four corners around him. In the street, a woman stopped for a moment to look at him. Marvin tried to growl, and he managed a soft, sad noise, so deep that, more than a dragon’s cry, it sounded like he had a burnt transformer. What animal was he? The woman went on with her walk. Marvin tried to push one of the vacuums. It was too heavy, and he could only turn it a little. He moved closer to the glass and spent a while looking for his reflection, but he couldn’t get the light in his favor, and so he sat watching the snowflakes fall and turn to liquid as soon as they touched the ground. How much more would it have to snow before it would stick and cover everything in white?
Marvin practiced shortcuts a couple of times on his tablet, making sure he could quickly change from the kentuki controller to Wikipedia if his father came into the room. Then he sat looking at the photo of his mother that hung between his father’s old wooden crucifix and a prayer card of the Virgin of Mercy. Maybe God was waiting for the right moment to reveal what kind of animal he would be. He leaned over the screen again. In the display window, he brought the kentuki’s forehead up against the glass and sat looking at the empty street. He would find a way out, he thought. At least in this other life, he wouldn’t let himself be locked up.